In reading from Hebrews today, I read some words that spoke deeply to my heart. It’s wonderful how God sometimes speaks through His Word the exact message we need to hear – of comfort, encouragement and just the motivation to keep on keeping on.
Hebrews 2:10-18 says, “For it was fitting for Him, for whom are all things and by whom are all things, in bringing many sons to glory, to make the captain of their salvation perfect through sufferings. For both He who sanctifies and those who are being sanctified are all of one, for which reason He is not ashamed to call them brethren, saying:
‘I will declare Your name to My brethren; In the midst of the assembly I will sing praise to You.’
‘I will put My trust in Him.’
‘Here am I and the children whom God has given Me.’
Inasmuch then as the children have partaken of flesh and blood, He Himself likewise shared in the same, that through death He might destroy him who had the power of death, that is, the devil, and release those who through fear of death were all their lifetime subject to bondage. For indeed He does not give aid to angels, but He does give aid to the seed of Abraham. Therefore, in all things He had to be made like His brethren, that He might be a merciful and faithful High Priest in things pertaining to God, to make propitiation for the sins of the people. For in that He Himself has suffered, being tempted, He is able to aid those who are tempted (NKJV).”
These verses tell us that we can trust Him because He is faithful, and because He has conquered death, sin and temptation. He’s been in our shoes, and He knows what it’s like to live here on Earth; yes, in Him is our victory. So, I ask myself, “Why are there times when I’m still so afraid to trust?” and, “When trusting is hard, will I do it anyway?”
The reason these words speak to me today so poignantly is that my husband and I got some great news yesterday: We are going to have another baby! I feel a mixture of joy and outright fear, because we had a miscarriage in mid-August of this year during the 5th week of pregnancy.
So, when I read the words that the Lord spoke through the prophets, “I will declare Your name to My brethren; In the midst of the assembly I will sing praise to You. I will put my trust in Him. Here am I and the children whom God has given Me,” I felt the challenge to make this my prayer for the New Year.
Trusting is very hard sometimes, and especially when the outcome is not what we’d like. As I read the words above, I asked myself, “Do I really trust God with my life and the lives of my children? I say I do, but do I really?” I think sometimes I’m afraid to trust because the devil wants to remind me of everything that could go wrong now or in the future. Yet, I know, in my heart of hearts and through His Word, that He has our best interests at heart. He has shown me numerous times in both my life and the lives of my children that He is faithful beyond anything I can imagine.
At times when I’ve read in the Old Testament how the Israelites kept wandering from God after He proved Himself faithful over and over – He parted the Red Sea and made water come out of a rock for crying out loud! – I’ve shaken my head in disbelief that they could forget how God had provided. Yet, I laugh as I write this because don’t we do the same thing? I know I do. No sooner does God get me out of one jam, and then something happens that wasn’t what I wanted or how I planned, and I’m wondering if God forgot about me or I’m shaking my fist at Him.
I pray in the coming year that God would remind me (and all of us) of the ways in which He’s blessed us, and that we would cling to His Word of faithfulness, so that when the storms of life come, we will put our hope and trust in a God that we know to be good, loving, merciful and faithful. One who suffered so that we could have life abundantly – our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
“Let us hold fast the confession of our hope without wavering, for He who promised is faithful (Hebrews 10:23).”
“Father, I thank You for Your faithfulness, Your love and Your mercy. Thank You for being with me every step of the way this year, and help me to put my faith in You the way that Jesus did in His example, both through His Words and in His actions. I pray that I will trust You with all of my heart, with my life and my family, and know that You are good, and will never leave my side. Please bring to mind all of the times in which You’ve been faithful, both to us and to the people in the Bible, and throughout history, Father. Grant us an abundance of faith, and peace that passes all understanding, that we may shine Your light into the lives of others. I pray that in all things we might glorify You. Thank You for Your Hope and Your salvation and help us to remember that victory is already ours through Jesus. May we dedicate 2016 to You. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.”